I lay in my bag, looking up at the top of the tent as the moon shone through, Todd having fallen asleep hours ago after our incredibly long and amazingly good session of hot camp sex. I was awake because my mind wouldn't let me sleep. I was concerned about what happened this afternoon and why I wouldn't kiss him, not really not kiss him but why it felt so weird especially after all the sex we've been having. I mean what was the big deal about a kiss compared to sucking his dick or taking it deep inside of my body. I was so conflicted sleeping was impossible.